In Leviticus 18:30; when God tells Moses that he would tell the Israelites to not do the abominable customs of those before them. That they may not be unclean.

God never wanted them to separate himself from his people. It breaks God’s heart when we separate him from us by sinning, because he always wants to be with us, and never wants to leave our side.

In Mark 14:72; Peter denied Jesus the 3rd time and the rooster crowed, and Peter recognized that Jesus said that he will deny him 3 times. And Peter dropped down and wept.

God sees every sin we will soon commit.

In Psalm 30:9-10; David sings to God, and he tries to convince God to not keep him in Sheol. And he tries to convince God and ask him if the dust of the earth will worship him and tell of his faithfulness.

Take Away: God wants me so bad that he doesn’t want me to sin that it would separate him from me. He sees me when I sin and put something above him. It breaks his heart to see me do something that will cause him to separate myself from him. His heart cries when I blame him for the consequences of my sins. And how I try to justify myself and save my self by trying to convince God like David who tried to ask God if the Dust will speak of his great faithfulness. He already proved to me that he would die for my sins to reconcile me to him, but I don’t always look on the him on the cross.

God said to me: Ruvim, I don’t ever want to leave your side. I never want you to sin. Every second that you are in sin, my heart is crying. For I see your greatness and your future. I can’t Live without you. I want you to be with me, and for you to want to be with me. I am not ashamed of you, I am proud to be your father. I am proud of you. Everyday I am amazed at the work you do that day, and your submission to my spirit. I am so amazed at the Faith you bring forth, and the righteous thoughts you want to have. That you repent every time you notice that you have put something above me. I am so amazed at your purity and your desire for me. Ruvim, I LOVE YOU ❤️!!! I Love you to be my son. I am crazy for you. I am crazy for the praise that I will get from you from the heart. I promise you that I Love you. Ruvim, I hear you, you are not 1,000 miles away.
Ruvim, I see when your heart drops because you’ve realized that you put something above me, I Love that about you. You are so sensitive to my spirit, and you hear my voice soo well, I love that about you. I Love that you notice things other people don’t notice. I Love how you just want to reflect me. I Love how you just want more of me.