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in Genesis 45:28; Joseph’s Father said;
“It is enough; Joseph my son is still alive. And I will go and see him before I die.” To me Joseph’s Father said this, “Joseph, My son, I am here. I am coming to you my son.”
And right away I saw myself in this, and said, “ God I am here, I am searching out for you.” And he told me that I haven’t called out to him, because I was afraid of man.”
God told me that I can’t God into him on my own. But only through him that will be possible.
Take away: Me and my Dad didn’t really have this relationship as Joseph had with his Father. Like this burning and yearning to see each other. So when I noticed that Joseph was yearning for his earthly Father, I was a little confused, because I had a very good relationship with my Mother, but not this burning relationship with my Father (it was a good relationship with my father, but it wasn’t burning). And God said to me that when I will burn and yearn for him, he will restore this relationship with my Father, and revive it. And I will have this burning desire to be with my earthly father, and he will have that yearning for me.